this summer is going to be good

• white sox game with danielle
• florida keys 
• washington dc
• suntanning
• summer camp
• lollapalooza! 

I’m in this weird mood where I can’t really tell if I’m in a good mood or not. Like pretty good stuff happened today and I’d normally be able to fall into a deep content sleep but I just feel uneasy about something. Aye, I hate not knowing what emotion I am! Anyway, I’m writing Janiene a letter that I hope to get sent off by Wednesday. I need to tell her a lot of stuff that I feel like I can tell her and not anybody else. I miss Janiene.

i have this weird want for a summer kaftan

but i know my dad will call me names

i wore a turban the other day

he called me aunt jemima

lately:

things have just been going really well. but for some reason my self confidence is worse than ever, and i don’t really know why, it’s so weird. 

but friends right now are so lovely and people think i’m funny which is so nice and goodness, school is great. 

plus now i have a new cat so we’re pretty much best buds. 

and i like a boy

thats all

updated birthday wishlist:

lauren to come

coconut cake

tulips

wow today was so good

goodness just so lovely

Just found out that I’ve been pronouncing the word “menstruation” wrong my entire life. How do I manage to do these things

Why

Why can my hair not be short enough to rock a pompadour to the Sadie Hawkins dance tomorrow?! Why

Today was such a good day

And oh my gosh I’ve been up for 17 hours I am so tired but I’m eating pops cereal and deciding whether I should add my new boy prospect on Facebook